Age 4.1.15 - 2 oh here is another one from 2006!

Its too early to tell really...
Almost 9am. I'm getting ready to do my daily home maker activities. Recently I was reunited with an old friend of mine and I am beside myself with relief. I really missed her. I think back 20 years ago YEAH 20! and remember how I knew it ALL. (or at least I really thought I did) makes me wonder....what do I really know now? There is more to know? kinda creeps me out. My lil one is starting to babble again but this time he is really trying to say stuff. He gets this serious look on his face right before he blurps out....dadadabablahgagada....and I look at him as if he just got an A in English lol I know from past experience that he will eventually speak words that we all understand, its just funny how I rewarded him for just making noise. He is at that stage now where walking will be an any day now kinda thing and talking is getting closer and getting him to goto sleep is having to get more creative. When people have children they should really be given a book. #1 no sleep for like 2 years. I mean lets be honest....when will I wake up before him? hahahah I cant wait til he can climb out of bed in the morning and turn my tv on to some cartoons and climb in bed with me and wait til I wake up LOL! sounds good though.

When someone asked me awhile back "are you ready to do it all over again with a new baby?" I don't think I really really understood the question. Actually it wasn't really a question it was a warning wasn't it? I don't think I was ready. I do know that every time I look at him I want to pause time. I know he is just going to grow up and be like the OTHERS lol

cant wait til he can talk! back
cant wait til he can walk! away
cant wait til he makes friends! and pays more attention to their opinions then mine
cant wait til he dresses himself! in clothes that cost $$$$$$$ and are sometimes inappropriate

How ironic isn't it.

Time to clean.

lol haha how funny I was.

Age 4.1.15-1 (a post from an old unused blog from 2006!

The bald frog...

Down in Fort Lauderdale Florida in a small wig store there were lots of wigs sold day in and day out. However there was this one wig that was never picked! He was the ugliest wig in the store. He was old and dusty and no one (by no one I mean the shop owner George, he was a messy guy) ever brushed him so lots of strands of hair stuck out from every direction, some short, some long, some didn’t even bend anymore. He was a very unhappy wig. He waited and waited for years but no one ever purchased him. I mean really, who would want to wear that ugly thing??

Down the street there was a canal. In the canal lived a frog. This frog’s name is Bob. He wasn’t no ordinary frog….oh no he was the BIGGEST (I swear like the size of a dog) frog you ever seen. (I think he just liked the sport of catching flys but that’s just my own opinion)

Finally one day this woman came into the store her name was Grace. She liked the shop owner. She could never quite understand why he kept the place so darn dirty. Today she had plans to help him clean it out and give him some of her homemade apple pie. Her hands were very full and when she opened the door behind her hopped Bob. Bob doesn’t usually leave the canal but this lady had 5 flys following her and gosh he just couldn’t resist! (I still wonder if it was her or the pie) Well when the lady saw Bob she totally freaked out and fell into the wig stand knocking the wig off the stand and ONTO Bob’s head. Well this scared the $#@#%^ out of Bob he leaped out of the store taking the wig with him. He saw himself in the store window and thought it was pretty kewl. Then he noticed that the wig smelled so bad that all the flys gathered around him. So of course he left the wig on and hopped back to the canal. Now Bob has an unlimited supply of fly ALL day and ALL night! And they lived happily ever after....

THE END or THE BEGINING...

talk about random!!

Age 4.1.14

I wonder, do people usually blog in the morning or maybe they wait the entire day and blog at night? Hmmm I don't really have much time after dark so I guess Ill just do it my way.....as usual. So lately trouble has been giving me lots of grief about eating his dinner. I'm not really sure why. I make breakfast - he eats it with a smile even, I make lunch and sometimes he even helps -and he eats that too with a smile, but come dinner time I get - I don't want it, I'm full, and the list goes on. Last night I even had him try it all before I plated it and he LOVED it, even gave me the thumbs up! *sigh* another one of life's mysteries I must unfold or crush which ever comes first lol
Today he and I are going to make a bird feeder with a 2 liter bottle (because he keeps throwing my perfectly good bread out the front door for the birds!) you see my dilemma! Then we are going to take a walk, well Ima gonna walk he's going to ride his quad. fun fun fun... :)

Mom talk - I cant stop having nightmares as to reasons she might have passed or how she felt when she did. When my dad passed I was there for two weeks while he suffered in front of me. We were able to say our goodbyes and lots of other stuff. This instantly being gone is sucking. I always wondered which hurt worse (or did it even) now I know in my opinion the instant SUCKS. No goodbye speech, no be good to your sister (as I know she woulda said) no "its ok I'm ok with this" ugh it drives me crazy!! Once I get past the nightmares I bet Ill be better.

speaking of my mom, this is the first year since, I don't even remember that I had to buy my own new year calendar, gosh I was spoiled lol kisses to you mom and dad - kisses to you!

toodles
having fun in the sun!
(maybe I will make a part 2 later if I have anything fun to say)! xoxo

Age 4.1.13

Well we were up by 6am to drive to the bus stop. I swore it was going to rain so I put plastic bags over my wood so we could be cozy warm all day - silly me! The sun tricked me and is now sticking his tongue out at me. Thanks, I coulda used that extra sleep, instead of being out in the cold all worried about my precious wood! Aw well.

Well this is my first blog. Ill warn you now I'm random so it will end up being just as random! I didn't get to be a stay at home mom for my first two children,(who are now grown adults) but I find it to be, hmm how do I put it nicely, an "interesting" experience! I wish I had started this earlier. My husband was deployed for a year and it proved to be a great challenge for me, yet we were just fine :)

So I pretty much started this blog for a few reasons:
1. well cuz I'm 39 and having a preschooler at 39 is quite interesting and somewhat comical lol
2. keeping track of those cute things he does/doesn't do will be great for his reading one day.
3. my life is random and crazy and no one listens to me ever, maybe someone will read me lol
4. my mom just recent passed away, its barely been a whole month and I honestly thought maybe writing this it would help me through the process, seeing as how I cant really sleep that well and I keep trying to pick up the phone to call her. So maybe its a blog more about ME well I guess it is MY days with trouble....the goods, the bads, and the uglies!

Hope if anyone ever reads this it either helps them or entertains them :)

toodles....
a mommie with a lot on her mind....